Is it strange that I feel I'm on the right track when I get these pathetic(though they didn't used to be)voices in my head telling me its too scary to try and do what I'm heading to. For instance in my teacher training classes I learned about writing my own tests, which hadn't occurred to me that I'd have to do and I kept getting this wimpy voice saying I don't know how to do that and its too scary. Strange that those voices used to be a lot stronger and had an easier time getting me to give up on something. I guess that's the effect of pushing through on what I was trying to do. Now they just seem to be these tiny whispers that I try not to laugh at because they are so useless on convincing me. Not that I'm not scared, but it's just not stopping me anymore.
Wish I could say the same for dating, though that is more trying to get men to at least talk to me, much less be interested. Sigh.
Got to harvest some stuff from my garden this morning, mostly snow peas and kale. I did get a handful of spinach leaves a week or so ago but the plants are either very small, going to seed, or dying. Sigh. And the grasshoppers are after the kale and spinach again. Got my sunflower oil put out and it already has earwigs in it where the old stuff never got more than ants and boxelder bugs. Plus it got water in it which ruins the effects.
May need to pick some of the onions as the old ones from last year are showing above the ground and looking rather large. The seedling ones are as well, so this should be interesting.